pagkatao ko?? eto oh:

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* weird. kasi sabi nila, haha!
* loner. mas trip ko minsan magisa talaga. :))
* emo (not physically). sabi ko at sabi nila.
* sarcastic. no comment! hahaha..

only few appreciates who i am. :)

Thursday, December 15, 2011

drafts sa facebook notes ko. :D

THE  LAST UNSENT LETTER FOR HIM
don't  know how to start this one.. this might be one of the most stupid things that i need to do just for me to feel alright..
it was really a damn but it makes me feel better..

THANK YOU's :
 kung pede ko lng sabihin lahat super haba na nito..
  • thank you sa lahat lalo na sa madaming FIRST TIMES, andami nian pramiz..
  • thank you for being the best guy you could ever be, i really appreciate everything even the smallest things that you do.. Everytime i am with you it feels like i could be myself-- of whoever i am.. you make me feel that no matter what i do, no matter how awkward my actions are you're still there to be with me.
  •  thank you for all the concerns,for being a father-like image to me..
  •  for all the texting times and being my most active text buddy back then, kaya tuloy nasanay ako e.
  • for the first ever rose i received thank you for being a part of that history . ;)) it's special, really coz you made it personally and everytime i see it, it brings back all the memories.
  • for the "lamog na chocolate" =D. i appreciate it, the thought that you even remember to spare that for me (i just don't know if you really mean it. Ü)
  • for checking me sometimes if i'm home or not.
  • for appreciating me..(is it true???)
  • for your family who's always been good enough for me. i've been there 12 times i always feel welcome.
  • for letting me come to your house at weekends.. ;)))
  • for the movie trip (baby shreks.. :))
  • for the "libres" haha!
  • for drinking everything i can no longer take.. haha!1 ung softdrinks, ung juice, ung tubig, ung milo..
  • for all the "sundo at hatid sa sakayan." pcenxa na napagod kita...
  • for waiting for me till i was able to ride a bus even if it means that you'll be going home alone..(twice lng nman to from school but it really means a lot.)
  • for showing that you listen with whatever i say..
  • for being with me (march 12) and for trying that we could be able to watch the fireworks display.. too bad we didn't make it, di tayo umabot.. :)
  • for wasting your hours with me.. march 23 (huling hirit) i don't know but that's what i felt that time,  i had the instinct that it would never happen again. ;)))
  • for all the "kwentos" . you don't know how much i just want to listen with all your stories everytime we're together. you're my ultimate walkytalky..
  •  for the trust.. Ü
  • for always answering my nonsense questions.
  • for understanding my moodswings and isipbata mode.
  • for making me happy and annoyed.. =p as i always say BUKOD-TANGI ka kasi..
  • most of all for giving me some of the best moments of my life..
SORRY's
  • for causing you sakit ng ulo.. ;))
  • for being so makulit and matanong
  • for that day. (january 24 2011) namura ka ng driver dahil sken.
  • for all those tampuhan and petty quarrels we had.
  • for being so hard-headed .. di ako minsan nakikinig sayo..
  • for being sooooooooooooo childish.
  • for being so masungit, sorry for the times na inaaway kita kahit wala ka ginagawa.
  • for being a great fault-finder
  • for the times na napupuyat ka kakatext.. haha!! lalo na nung nag-away tayo nun.. pcenxa na kung pinahaba ko pa..
  • for being so maarte
  • for being me------- i was really hard to handle.
  • for eveything i had done even if i wasn't aware of it...
I MISS:
  • everything about you..
  • your face pag nakukulitan ka na skin.
  • your smile, your laugh, your face(kahit oily)haha!, your nose, your eyes and the way they look at me, your voice,especially ung amoy mo..  ung alam kong ikaw lang tlga un.. hahai. i really miss you..
  • ung pangungulit, pang-aasar pati pagpapaselos mo.. everything that i hate about you, i miss them all super! argh..
  •  ung ikaw dati.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kainis, bakit ka ba kasi nagbago???
  •  ung pagpunta ko sa bahay nio. i'm gonna miss it pati sila lalo na si yoji
  • ung super lakad moments natin
  • ung paghawak ko sa siko mo everytime we're having walks.. 
  • lahattttttttttttt nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
  • ung pagkurot ko sayo tapos pipitikin mo ko pag masakit na. hahai!
  •  ung mga text mo... kaasar ka, ba't ka ba ganyan.. ung mga PM mo skin dati..
  • ung feeling na isa ako sa pinakaclose sayo..

its ridiculous how i try to be the worst i can be especially when you're around just for me to feel that i deserve everything you did and for you to prove that you did something right.

NOTE: after seven months nabasa ko 'to ulit at natawa ako. Ginawa ko 'to around MAY at actually nakalimutan ko na, nakita ko lang sa drafts ko at gusto ko lang ipost kasi natatawa ako. haha! ang oa ko pala talaga nun :))
laki na ng improvements ko mula nung ginawa ko 'to. 

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